Hi guys this is an important life thing.
I just wanted to let you know that tomorrow I'll be embarking on my trip to Japan. It's gonna be great! I'll be gone for around 10+ days. I promise to take lots of pictures of cool stuff! and buy cute things I am really eager to put my years of Japanese to proper use. I think I'll learn more on this trip than I have in a long time haha.
Basic thing: I'll be spending a few days in Tokyo, visiting a whole lot of places there including the weeaboo district haha and museums and tokyo tower..., then going to Koya-san which is like a mountain with temples and stuff, stopping by at kyoto for a day or two, then off to osaka. somewhere in all that there will be onsens (hot springs), maybe a theme park, lots of shrines and temples and an edo-period village hopefully, as well an aquarium. I'm hella psyched for it.
Did you know Japan have a tattoo stigma? Because tattoos to them mean yakuza. Imagine that. Me. Yakuza. So certain public pools and springs won't permit people with tattoos in. (THough they're a lot more lenient towards foreigners.) Don't arrest me pls
Anyway I say I'm psyched but truthfully I'm not feeling a whole lot of anything. The unfortunate thing is, my relationship with Moiscen came to an abrupt and very unexpected end. I won't go into details, of course. It's definitely a shame, but they had their reasons, and don't plan on any relationships for a long time. (Sorry, all) I deal with emotions differently thanks to my BPD, and so I've been kind of okay?? for now. After it became clear we weren't getting back together I found it easier to move on. Don't judge me, but there is someone else in my life......to be disclosed.
i'll kick anyone who says rebound lol
sigh i'm going to have to redesign my whole profile again....maybe.
ALSO I THINK I KILLED MY HAIR. bpd impulsivity is a bitch. and so 2 days before my japan trip i decided WHOA I NEED TO HAVE COLOURFUL HAIR AGAIN. it was black and i bleached and coloured the hell out of it and now my scalp has chemical burns and when i tug on a lock of hair it tears off. I'm really sad about that. But i have some semblance of colour. i wanna look nice in the many many selfies i will presumably be taking. and it is a backpacking trip so i won't get to bring all my cute clothes. all i have to be cute with is my hair ;A; u must understand. hahah
please wish me luck on my trip and during my recovery process. i will miss you all and i hope you will miss me too!